Monday, 22 July 2013

SAD DAY TURNS TO GIVE ME STRENGTH

JOURNAL 5
WEEK 6 (22/7/13)

SAD DAY TURNS TO GIVE ME STRENGTH

When I was in form 1, during my school break, I went to my Aunt's house to help her packed her stuff as she was going to move to Texas on that becoming Saturday.  I thought I was really going to miss her and Uncle Hen as I was really close to them and I often went to their house every evening. At that point, I was a little drained from packing but it was nice to be able to help out. It was amazing what service can do for them.
After few hours helping in their house, I was a little too tired when I got home. I ate two non-baked cookies out of pure hunger!
After eating few more pieces, I felt like it was never going to end. I didn't want food to be the center of my attention. I wanted to live a better and in a positive way of live, not to eat my life away.
However sometimes, I wished there was a "magic pill" out there to dissolve all my problems in just only one wink of eyes but the more I learn and understand, I realize that it all started in my head. That is what I need to change; my thoughts.  
This is what I wanted:

·         They are now positive and up lifting.  
·         I'm attracting friends, money, and time to become my perfect self
·         I love myself.  
·         I accept myself as it is.  

·         I'm happy.

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